fully Seen
authentically HELD
remembered
This is hard. And this is beautiful.
This journey you're on is YOUR journey, and you are making it happen. You know who you are and what you want, and you're not willing to settle for less than the love that goes so deep, it makes the whole journey unforgettable.
Photographer. filmmaker. doula.
hello, I'm heidi
I know that sometimes, the only way out is through.
When my first baby was born, I was born too. This is not a new story. But this is MY story. And with every subsequent birth, every Hallmark moment with my family, every time I look at these children who gave me this life I have, I get to celebrate this mystery, that somehow in the mess and the rawness and the unpredictability, I am still seen and held and remembered.
The truth is, every single moment is a moment I chose, even the moments I feel like I'm just. getting. through. Every day in this life, I am reminded: this was always going to be the only way for me.
I SEE YOUR
YOUR FIERCE LOVE, YOUR
tenacity,
strength.
You have this beautiful picture of the life you want, and you want to hold onto every bit of it. You know this is how you do that.
here's what I know about you
Nothing you've chosen needs to be forgotten. Life has a funny way of bringing things full circle, making our hardest moments into our most sacred memories. When you've got someone to witness that, you never lose what you're afraid you won't remember.
A SIDEnote About my films
The musicality of your memories
My background as a violinist fuels both the way I film and the way I put my films to music. I feel the rhythm and the cadence of the moment unfolding in front of me. As I spend hours finding the perfect music for a film, I am guided by the feeling of the story. Was it calm and slow? Does it call for a minor tone, with some element of doubt? Was it serene and happy? The tempo and the emotion of the music I choose is exquisitely matched to the story I am telling.
this is heidi, anywhere
Respectful
Fully Present
Intuitive
Confident
EMPATHETIC
Passionate
KIND
Trustworthy
Gentle
Calm
Adaptable
Holding Space
Quiet
When I'm not with you
WHERE TO
FIND ME
Goofing off with my kiddos.
Reading: my first love.
Korean BBQ, obviously.
Applying a fresh set of Flutterhabit lashes.
Snuggling my babies
My heart for you
photo EXPERIENCE
I see YOU. I see ALL OF IT. The LOVE you share, the HOPE you have. I see the REALITY of life with kids, the way that parenthood can be RELENTLESS. I am in it with you, and like you I want to CLING to every BEAUTIFUL MEMORY, the perfectly IMPERFECT times that make up this crazy messy journey we call LIFE.
